So. Richard recently lost one of his closest friends as well as a pretty good chunk of CR over the past few months. Top that off with some self-identity issues, and he's feeling this in spades right now. HE IS BASICALLY A PILE OF MISERY. Anything that can help make this better would be awesome, even if it means making it temporarily worse first. LET'S DO THIS.

Edit: I'll probably have some ideas tomorrow when it isn't... you know, 4 AM.