Vash has been feeling this a LOT lately. He lost his entire family in one hit that was three adults and one child. Then on top of that he's lost about 98% of his close friends shortly after. Those 2% who are left haven't been talking to Vash and he's lost touch so the guy has been feeling incredibly lonely although he doesn't try to outwardly show it.
He has been spending nearly everyday since Jan contemplating how empty his life had felt and how to get Noah the child that was lost back. He's been losing the reason and thought process as to why he use to care about making friends before when he knew people could and often would leave at any given moment.
This is also one of the feelings Vash most fears. So he's basically wallowing in an endless cycle of not wanting to feel lonely yet unable to bring himself to want to reach out anymore as people just get hurt in the long run and he's so very tired of hurting all the time.
Let me know if you'd like to plot at all or if you if find someone else who fits the bill better. As Vash could also very easily fit the bill for Regret in all that he's failed to do back home in Gunsmoke like keeping people alive to here in Luceti that he wasn't able to save and protect Noah from being taken away. I could also say he could make a good bid for disappointment. (Lol, of course, I'm just saying different ones he can fill if say someone had a really good idea for loneliness and would like Vash to pick up something else. Or whatever!)
Loneliness:
He has been spending nearly everyday since Jan contemplating how empty his life had felt and how to get Noah the child that was lost back. He's been losing the reason and thought process as to why he use to care about making friends before when he knew people could and often would leave at any given moment.
This is also one of the feelings Vash most fears. So he's basically wallowing in an endless cycle of not wanting to feel lonely yet unable to bring himself to want to reach out anymore as people just get hurt in the long run and he's so very tired of hurting all the time.
Let me know if you'd like to plot at all or if you if find someone else who fits the bill better. As Vash could also very easily fit the bill for Regret in all that he's failed to do back home in Gunsmoke like keeping people alive to here in Luceti that he wasn't able to save and protect Noah from being taken away. I could also say he could make a good bid for disappointment. (Lol, of course, I'm just saying different ones he can fill if say someone had a really good idea for loneliness and would like Vash to pick up something else. Or whatever!)